my history teacher say that society was matriarchy only then patriarchy

im year on estrogen lol, and mom not against it here is more about expression, social role

meow meow

im always hated moscow i hate this megapolis

bashkortostan and in young city in the north borders with udmurtia(try to find on openstreetmaps)

moscow is stupid putin dick lickers i seen videos from moscow from tatar-bashkort and many moscowians nazi bullying them thinking that they from middle east or armenia georgia but THEY BORN IN RUSSIA IN RUSSIAN ETHIC GROUP

and even video with semi passable women to the whole runet that she trans that is bad in moscow but i think just women with trouble passing

st petersburg i dont like climate anyway i hate megapolises

honestly i think it safe enough here and i ~passing so no problems

want i leave russia? honestly no i dont fucking care in which govrenment i live

parents are supportive, with hrt, ok with transitioning after social problems such as school, and some other

my mom bought and chosen women jacket for me by herself, and omg its soo light and comfy have enough space in hips and overall look good, she said to try pink hoddie stayed in the fitting room before us

they ok with name change

being independently from them is lose hrt “sponsor” :3

also they avoiding deadname, and gendered words like son, etc but still doesnt gender me as girl and honestly i dont care much because there no triggers like son deadname etc

also do women & girls in your area wear hyperfem clotches like dresses, skirts? in my area I VERY RARELY see women wearing dress or skirt especially young

so im also didnt want them

heh im venting here now because my psychotherapy start only from next week and then every week

also i have similar feet of dad sister her is 39-40 EU, my shoe size 40-41 EU mine larger due flat feet but not androgen expouse, my dad is ~43 also on hrt feet became feminine and smaller old shoes sits too freeit was 41 EU ALSO it changed the angle in x ray now it more “healthy” my mom shoe size is 36 EU (is too small for 160 cm… often she hard to find right shoe because is more child) interesting but all my female relatives ~160 cm height dad is 177 cm

dad sister really have unhealthy weight we are similar height and im also same pre hrt, pre psych pills now im ok face shape is something similar to dad side female relatives

my mom didnt have body hair at all until hormonal disbalance high DHT, 2 nmol T and im doesnt have at all even after super high T and DHT

interesying but after hrt i rarely feel cold, usually more warm on high testosterone i feel more cold, in childhood also feel more warm

also my mom complexed in teen ages about breast size

oh, i want glasses because stylish and doc A LONG TIME AGO said i should wear special glasses for astigmatism what she found(idk i have GOOD vision so weak astigmatism but worried what if it become worse)

interesting how the lens for astigmatism look

what lens on the glasses that make face more smaller?(on the sides)

omg so cool! i need also make my timeline

dissociation pre hrt is sooo true…

Способ применения и дозы 1 аппликация (2,5 г геля), содержащая 0,025 г прогестерона, наносится на кожу молочных желез аппликатором-дозатором до полного всасывания 1-2 раза ежедневно, sorry for russian im lazy to find manufacturer instruction in english it saids to put to breasts

so progestogel can be used only for breasts growth?

or transdermal, progestogel

is possible to take prog sublingualy?

“russia is so clean!!!” “russia is so safe!!!” - until you are pressed by govrenment itself
“look at moscow high tech megapolis!!!” - putin turns off internet and you cant even go to public toilet, and moscow is not regions
“there no graffiti!”
“look! there no homeless!! ININNN GAYROPE every is homeless and pooor” - idk what to say here but in russia europe is gayrope
“look at our IT products!!!” - all by govrenment which watching you
“loook gosuslugi is so good!!!” - same as above

quotes of russian putinists

I DONT NEED IT ALL I WANT FREEDOM

as example - i hate how our digital medical system control me every doctor can see how much i have disorders etc which THEY DONT NEED, why therapist can see what for example put on me neurologist or endocrinologist? at least for now they dont see psychiatric stampts but other psychs can see stampts from other psychs

i dont get at all
maybe because my region culture
but sometimes “девушка” (young women)
funny that i never get called a boy men last year

i remember child said “тётя” (aunt) but him mother said “это дядя” and he said “тётя” again, so cute, im think child saying what they feel and doesnt look to clotches and every mm of skull

and also worried that is increase sex drive,
I HATE IT

true :3