4·11 months ago- Cold old house with memories about white cats, whipping sticks and aluminium candy wrappers
- Burning the old house
- Cat is my only friend but it has fleas and I slept on the livingroom floor because mice were making noise inside the roof and I was scared
- Alone but books, except that one time when I was napping and uninvited people came over
- When the periods came I was never ready and at that moment my childhood ended
- Moving away and back again and again, why won’t you just separate?
- I got a pair of fancy new shoes but others bullied me and I never wore them again
- Finally that shitshow ended and I’m on my own
- Years of angry and alternative truths
- Years of realization and actual truths
- What the hell am I supposed to do now?
- Darkness has settled but I can’t and the neighbours are banging doors and it sounds like shooting
- Finally something good
- And then people and animals die
- What the hell am I supposed to do now? Pt. 2