hi. its me. i took a long break. just take a look at @drbollocks@lemmy.blahaj.zone if you wanna see how shitty a person i was and how bad my mental health was. i said people hated me for my autism but maybe not everyone was against me, and maybe it wasn’t my autism. maybe we were all just shitty people.
hell, i posted my SUICIDE online with a voice recording. i acknowledge that i wasn’t right in the head, please forgive me for the things i’ve done.
people have called me a troll in the past, i can guarantee that i’m not, i was just a mentally sick teen.
but in case anyone was wondering what happened to me or if i was still alive, i am :)
does anyone remember me? i hope not lol…
Hey, forgive yourself for that cringe behavior, honestly.
Looking back on that time and beating yourself up will not help.
Have compassion for your former self and thank them for letting you grow.
Remembering rewrites a memory, so remembering mindfully is important. If you hate those memories, they will continue to poison you, but forgiving yourself and others continues to pay off.