Big doses of vitamin d can definetly help you, probably even more than any "anti"depressants https://vitamindwiki.com/pages/depression/ https://vitamindwiki.com/pages/depression-substantially-reduced-by-vitamin-d-omega-3-magnesium-etc-many-studies/ If you have autism, you should take 300 UI per kilogram of your weight daily

Ivpn, not really cheap though

Riseup is also trustworthy, but its unbearably slow