The generator looks like it’s in a hydro plant, so that was my assumption. I’ve heard of one in Wyoming or Colorado with a rock wall in the control room, but I’ve never seen anything like that before.

What power plant is this? Is that a rock wall in the back? Was this built into the side of a mountain?

The issue is those coal, nuclear, hydro plants are what produce power when the sun isn’t out. If you consistently shut them down for solar, they will go out of business and there will be no way to provide electricity when solar doesn’t.

It doesn’t sound like you hate going out, just being alone. Being out alone can suck, but the loneliness can’t be fixed without effort.

But they’re not just attacking ships supplying aid to Israel. They are attacking whatever passes by them. If it was to support Gaza, why would they have attacked a clearly marked Chinese ship?

I just googled them and the first thing that pops up is their Amazon page saying they are a clothing company founded in 2016…

As your standard middle aged SWM I wish you the best and don’t give up. I know you might be worried about people judging you for whatever reason, but to others you are an inspiration. You might not realize, but you are making the world a better place. If everyone had the courage to try and pursue the things that make them happy or make them feel whole we would live in a much better world. Don’t be discouraged, just keep loving yourself and be who you are.