Bad mental health week. Accidentally alienated my only friend because he was trying to be nice but I felt like he didn’t hear what I was saying and I kept talking in circles.
I don’t think therapy is an option because I can’t afford an involuntary commitment. I looked it up, and if I get lucky and they send me to the cheapest hospital, the first day will wipe out my savings. It’s a minimum 72-hour hold, I’d be ruined.
Also I didn’t even get my library card because I didn’t realize the library closes early on my day off 😢
Just trying to bury myself in overtime so I don’t have time to mess my life up.
I straight up don’t understand the things people get mad at me for, but they always say I started it. I hate autism