that this whole thing you’ve been thinking about over the last months is now out, people know about it, people talk with you about it, and it’s actually going somewhere…
I have never been so delightfully terrified and excited at the same time, it’s lovely
I like those names! I feel that, and I think my therapist could visiblg see those feelings when we talked about it. Like I started seeming happy but it always quickly turned to fear or sadness.