when i was around 19 years old i was playing a video game popular with younger gamers, just coincidentally - i wasnt looking for that or anything, just enjoyed the game myself!

ended up playing a lot with an 18 year old canadian guy, we played pretty often and got to chatting outside of the game, i end up telling him that i’m gay, he tells me that he is too, and i really start building a bond for him. he was always shy to share pics of himself because of camera anxiety, but we would voice chat daily.

honestly, i was in love, he was so fun to be around, a really playful and jokey personality. eventually i asked him if he wanted to have an online long-distance relationship. he says yes, and i’m really happy!

after a while of being in a relationship, he still hadnt shared any pictures, until one day he told me he was ready and he wanted to make it special, he didnt want to just share a normal face pic, he wanted to show me his full body - i hadnt ever shared that kind of thing before so i was nervous but i really liked him and so i said yeah sure.

he sends his pic and i’m honestly floored because he’s obviously not 18. i was initially upset that he had lied to me, he told me that he was 16, i told him i didnt really care that he was 16 but it was surprising he hid it from me for so long. he had also been using a voice changer apparently, so i asked him to show me his real voice.

turns out he wasnt even 16, he was actually 14. i forgave him pretty much instantly because he was very apologetic and explained he just wanted me to like him and to think he was cool and i remember lying about my own age when i was younger so im happy to let it slide.

now im thinking, is it wrong for a 19y/o to be with a 14y/o? like, realistically, nothing has changed inside him, the only difference is that i now knew what age he really was, he was the same person and everything, so i was like, “well i guess youre mature for a 14 year old since i like you so that makes it okay”… haha.

the thing is, though, i kept going back to the picture he sent me, and i felt like it was one of the hottest pics i had ever seen… he just looked so attractive. i jerked off to it a lot and honestly i kinda wish i still had it…

long story short, we didnt stay together much longer after that, he ended up breaking up with me to date a girl instead and it became the first entry in my long history of having my heart broken by a teen boy haha.

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