ive graduated high school and feel depressed and people assume that i peaked in HS or was popular but i wasnt. i should feel excited to finally work and have my own income but its just not happening. i achieved so many great things this year that i wanted to do for several years but for some reason i just dont give a shit. i wonder if even future achievements of my life will feel the same. my next big goal right now is my own house and i can see myself buying one and then feeling like actual shit and only thinking about the downsides of it. whats the point of achieving if u dont even feel happy