I’m not so sure that this post belongs here, and I want to clarify: I’m not asking for psychological help of any kind, just sharing my point of view and that’s it.

Well, the title says it all, at my 20’s I’m pretty exhausted of feeling that my life is going in circles and I’m not really sure where I’m going, I’ve read that many people of this age suffer from the same thing but really?

I mean, I’m really tired that humanity is so stupid and will never change and is constantly creating obstacles to make other people’s lives miserable, and I’m sure that will go on until the end of time.

To be precise I do have goals in my life but really the bad things that constantly happen to me and that are unpredictable only take away more and more the desire to achieve those goals, and in the end I really don’t even know why to achieve them and I end up really losing the motivation to achieve those goals.

Thanks for reading.

  • Izzgo@kbin.social
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    1 year ago

    I was right about 20 when I had my first serious bout of suicidal ideation. I decided at that point to give life one more year before hanging it up, because suicide is forever. About 3 years later I remembered that moment, and realized that I’d moved on and life was worth living. I have had a few more similar bouts (and probably could have benefited from therapy directed towards my suicidal thoughts) but I’m almost 70 now. I can tell you I’m glad I hung around, even though my last suicidal bout was around 5 years ago.

    Good luck.