i feel like it’s impossible to have hobbies while being poor and living the the third world. i cant pay to go to some sort of activity like i’d like to (martial arts, or some physical activity), and technology is mostly out of my reach, recently a ram stick and my 5tb hdd died, so now i have very low storage and memory, so everything is painful. i can’t self host much because otherwise i cant daily drive. now i cant even hoard stuff. i know there is stuff i cant do but not necessarily stuff i want to do. i see a lot of people here that sometimes share their setups and i really feel envious. games are getting more expensive too, the internet may soon be an id verified shithole. it seems like every facet of existence is turning into shit.