I’m dealing with a complicates set of circumstances so I’m going to keep this as specific as I can. After prolonged failures to acquire some sort of stability I’ve decided to us what capabilities I have to create something. I fully expect complete failure, you don’t need to discourage me further, it won’t accomplish anything.

I’m writing a non-traditional media piece combining a book with the format of a comic. I’m sure it’s been done before already, but I want to know if anyone can help me with a publishing guide. My health has been deteriorating lately and I’d like anything I make to be directed towards my family, in case something happens, hopefully it doesn’t come to that and I can actually finish the work.

My family doesn’t understand what I’m doing and they’re not very savvy in this stuff (to tell you the truth they still think I’m the same person I was 20 years ago just playing videogames, just for context of why I haven’t simply asked them.) and please don’t be mad at them they’ve been traumatized enough or busy doing 12 hour workdays. I’m sorry I have to rely on a stranger for something seemingly so simple, but that’s all I ask for.

I just want to have a setup for in case I’m gone my half-assed work can at least give them a little bit of a solace. Which for the record I really would love to be able to finish it and I hope I can, just been feeling awful.

(Also I have already reached out to local orgs. They seem to have no interes in as much as scheduling a meeting with me, it’s been about a year since I’ve attempted to contact the last one and they’ve stopped replying to me after I offered to volunteer and asked if there’s anything I can do to help.)

A a side request, if anyone knows if it’s feasible at all for someone like me to get trained in Explosive ordnance disposal and where do I sign up that would be appreciated. Although I’m guessing I probably don’t qualify.