I had a month break and then some off the 9/5. great!

… Today’s the last day and i feel like i haven’t done anything useful or fulfilling. I didn’t enjoy it much either. Tomorrow i’m going back to work and i’m not very excited about it.

I could have done so much with that time. Brush up on my programming, go to a park, study theory, continue learning about subjects, but no. Nothing (or, anything noteworthy).

Even today, the last day, it’s almost the end of the day and i have done absolutely nothing worthwhile, just scroll on hexbear and nothing else. I hate feeling like this. A week ago i got prescribed some ADHD meds, but it didn’t help me at all (i’m writing this on the meds right now)

Maybe making a rigid schedule everyday would help? I’ve never had a schedule… Always just winged my days. That would be hard but maybe if it’s worth it. If any of you also struggle with productivity comrades, i would love to hear if you have advice to help even if small