fair enough, i’ll be honest…kinda just letting myself hope for the best here…because i too understand just how quickly and how bad shit is going to get if things don’t “return to normal” when he croaks.

all you can do is plan for both eventualities and, once you’ve done what you can, hope for the best. at a certain point worrying about things not under your control just robs you of agency for the things you can control