Welcome again to everybody! Make yourself at home. Happy belated National Day to everyone in China! In the time-honoured tradition of our group, here is our weekly discussion thread.
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Sadly I have been sent to a mental hospital because of thinking about suicide. The depression and anxiety that’s caused by my autism has done it’s thing throughout the 20 some years and I was no longer willing to continue. I am reading about Lenin, that and my family helps me going, but as you would guess it’s terribly hard. If I get out of here, I’ll try to join the party, maybe that will help me with my depression. Tomorrow is my evaluation, deciding what they want to do with me, hoping they will see that it’s my autism causing the depression and they’d let me leave. Root for me guys, please.
I hope things turn out well
Many of us here have been there. I promise if you can make it through the periods of your life that feel like a torture chamber, it will be worth it, it may take a very long time and there will be a struggle to keep trying when you don’t see any fruits for your efforts but keep tending to your tree and it will indeed bear fruit once the frost lifts down the line. Best wishes, stay strong 💜