I appreciate you asking. No better today, still screaming at myself as I watch myself making this stupid choice.
Taking them out of the bottle, laying them out just like I always do, but when it’s time to take… Straight to the trash. Burying my shame under other things so my partner doesn’t see. I know she would be equal parts disappointed and upset with me.
Tomorrow has come - is it any better? I hope the meat robot complies today.
I appreciate you asking. No better today, still screaming at myself as I watch myself making this stupid choice.
Taking them out of the bottle, laying them out just like I always do, but when it’s time to take… Straight to the trash. Burying my shame under other things so my partner doesn’t see. I know she would be equal parts disappointed and upset with me.